Step one in a potentially long journey maybe. (And an update)

So, I did something today that I may or may not regret. Like seriously. It was not only wayyy out of my comfort zone, but I was panicking nearly the entire time.

I'm just never really that spontaneous and I don't know what got into me that caused me to...

Bah. Maybe it's because of the fact that she, in all likeliness, will never see it. But still, there's always a chance... it's a start I guess for me becoming less of a "panic about everything that may or may not put you in an uncomfortable situation that you don't know how to handle and would just make you want to jump out a window in order to avoid said situation" type of person. Maybe.

But chances are that it will never be seen and/or acknowledged. 

But I still want to hide in a box.

On a completely different note, I realized that I haven't had much to post about. But there have been a few things that have happened in my life. So, without further adieu, here's a nice update about my life.

-- Good news: I got a job and am earning an actual income. Bad news: For one, it's in a warehouse, so I'm working my ass off six days a week from 7 am to 3:30 pm. Also, I learned just how much books are going to cost for college. Let me just say "there goes my 3DS money that I will earn from this job." Yeah. It's a lot. 

-- In relation to the above thing, any further streams will be on a Saturday night, as I'm off on Sunday and can thus stay up late.

-- I've been on an MCR kick lately. Don't know why. It just happened. And I can't get enough of them.

-- I've been doodling a lot more as well. Who knows, maybe I'll post a thing or two here.

-- I MISSED ONE OF MY FRIEND'S STREAMS AGAIN. ASDFAERFVS GHBAADS SGVAVB //head desk

And that's about it I guess. 

Stay awesome,

-PseudonyM

P.S: Changed the music on the side again to a song that has one of the most epic intros ever.